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Ummmm! [Jul. 16th, 2006|07:30 pm]
fro_master

Wow it really has been forever since I last wrote on here.  So, how has everybody been the last five years? 

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hey [Jan. 30th, 2006|06:19 pm]
fro_master
Ok, so this weekend I went to Tulsa to see my friend Amber. Ok, let's start from the beginning. On Weds. I asked Hillary if she want to go to Tulsa with me, to go see my friend Amber. And Hillary said, "Ummm...I don't know, I'll have to see if I have to work that day." So, then on Thurs. I called Hillary and asked if she could go and she said, "I don't have to work but, I'll have to ask my mom and dad first." "But, right now they are mad at me." So, I was all ok, "well tell me if you can go" She did call back that night or the next morning. But, she did call later that day while I was at work. She said that she couldn't make it because her Grandma was sick and she was going to go see her. So, when I heard this I was sad because I really want to hang out with her but, then I was "Oh, well I thought she wouldn't be able to go." But, then out of the blue the phone rings and so I pick it up. And guess who it was!! Hillary! So, we talk for a little bit and she tells me that she is going to be in Tulsa. She said that she would be at the mall until like 9pm when it closes and then she would be at her moms house after that. So, then we talk some more and she gives me her cell phone number. So, I tell her that I'll give her a call when I get into Tulsa. We hang up and I freak out. I'm running around with my head cut clean off!! I'm just a mess, I tell you!! You know how when you are in a hurry and you can't ever find what you are looking for? Well, that was what happen to me. Man, I haven't been this lost since like 6th grade. LoL It's amazing what one person does to another. I really like her and so I'm trying to make everything perfect and stuff. But, really all I'm doing is messing everything up!! So, then I get to Nick's at like 8:10pm and I'm still freaking out. Nick is all, "CALM DOWN MAN!!" I tell him, "I can't man, nothing is going right." Finally we leave nick's at 8:23pm and head to Wal-mart because I need gas, a phone card and something to make me smell good. (Nick doesn't think I need something to make me smell good, no he thinks that I'm just over reacting some.) What does he know? Right? So, then I get everything and I call Amber then Hillary and tell them that Nick and I are on the way up there. Finally we get there at like 9:45pm and I call Hillary to tell her I'm in Tulsa. We talk a little bit and I tell her that I'm in downtown Tulsa. I hear Hillary tell her mom where I'm at and that's when I hear Hillary's mom say, "Downtown Tulsa! No way you are not going to downtown Tulsa!" So, I tell Hillary that we can meet somewhere in Tulsa and hang out somewhere around there. Her mom is still saying that Hillary can't be driving around Tulsa all by herself. So, then I tell Hillary that I'll pick her up and then we will go do something from there. So, then Hillary tells her mom what's going to happen and her mom says ok to that idea. Hillary tells me how to get there and stuff but, even with that I get lost. So, I stop at Cum and Go and I call her to get more directions on how to get to her from there. Finally after what felt like forever, we get to Hillary's house. But, not before I slam my front bumper into the sidewalk. Mann!!! Why me!!! I make a complete fool out of myself. Pish!! We pull up and Amber is all, “Fro good taste, she’s cute.” I’m all, “I know and that’s why I’m freaking out because she is; freaking cute, nice and just a great person to be around. Now you see why I like her so much!! She’s like picture perfect in my eyes and I don’t care what anybody else thinks.” Then we all get out and I tell Hillary who everybody is. We talk outside for like a few minutes and then Hillary’s mom (I forget her name) comes out and asks what we are going to be doing tonight. We has going to go play laser tag. That’s when Nick is like, “Umm..I think laser tag is closed now?” Great!! Now, what? So, we talk about going bowling then. So, we head off to the bowling place but, not before we pick Dustin up. So, then we get to the bowling place but, they say that they are closing in like 30 minutes. So, there really isn’t any time to bowl. So, then we go to IHOP and eat there. I’m just freaking out again because I’;m thinking that Hillary isn’t having a good time with us. Plus, the fact that I just throw her into my group of friends, who are just out there in they own way. LoL We eat and then we head back to Hillary’s to watch a movie. Not, long after we get there Amber says that she has a headache and so she goes home. (Dustin takes her home and so, he comes home too.) So, then it’s just Nick, Hillary and me watching this movie. The movie finally ends at like 4:10am and we just sit around talking for 30 minutes. About now it’s like 5:10am so, Nick and I tell Hillary goodbye and stuff. So, at this moment in my head I’m thinking, “Ok, this is the time to give her a kiss goodbye.” But, then the other part of me, the part that knows better. Says, “No, don’t do it!! Why would she want you to give her a kiss goodbye!! You dumb ass! Just say good bye and leave.” And so, that is what I did. I said goodbye and just got in the car and left. But, not without Nick telling me that he could have sworn Hillary was going to kiss me goodbye. I just tell him to shut and buckle up. (Damn Nick don’t tell me that, it’s bad enough I’m thinking it. You don’t have to rub it in.) That was my weekend in a nut shell. Well, other than me work at Taco Bell this morning and now me typing this stuff.
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stuff [Jul. 8th, 2005|08:56 am]
fro_master
What is everyone up to right now? I'm just think and think some more. A couple minutes ago I got a e-mail from Hillary. It asked me why I liked her but, I could not answer that quest. She starts to list all these reasons not to like her but, the way I see it is this. All those things make her different than anyone else. Being different isn't bad it makes you better because you become stronger from learning how to deal with it all in the end. Everyone is different because, if we wasn't all differnt than the world would be one big boring place.
So, everyone is going to hangout tomorrow huh? I asked Hillary if she would like to come but, I don't think she will come. It would be great if she did come but, then again it would be great if a lot of things happen. Look I have to go and get ready for work now. Sorry I'll write more later. Bye
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Um.......? [Jul. 1st, 2005|12:47 pm]
fro_master
Um....ok, so they is this girl at work. Um..that I really like and would like to date but, there is a prob. with it all. Well, more than one prob. that is. The first being the fact that she is only 17 and I am going to be 21 in like one month. Then, the next prob. is that she has a boyfriend already and stuff. Next, is the mom and dad. You see the way I see it is this; They see me (a 21 year old) and think, "Um..this young man is to old for my little girl.) Plus this, "I don't think I really trust this young man." Trust me!! What!! It's not like I want to have sex with his little girl!! No, all I want is to date her and show her a good time. And that is it! Nothing more or less.
I don't really know if she likes me or if she is just playing with my head. Because once she told me that she liked me and then the next thing she goes cold on me. I flirt with her all the time and I think she flirts back but, I don't really know sometimes. I have tried to go out with her but, everytime that we do anything I fail really bad. I mean I crash and burn and it does not stop there!!
I have really come a long way since Carly, fucked me over a few years ago. I mean I still don't really like to be touched but, I can handle it sometimes. I am really trying to over come that. I guess I better over come it soon if I every want to date anybody soon.
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Ummmm??? [Apr. 25th, 2005|08:13 pm]
fro_master
[mood |awake]
[music |Mike Jones: Day Hell Broke Loose]

So um let's see? :@ What is up with me now a days? I work at Taco Bell and Wal-mart still but, I think that if I had a girlfriend. I would give Taco Bell up just to spend time with my girlfriend. Taco Bell is just a thing to spend my free time. But, lately it has turn into just that a "job". I think they see that I kind of know what I am doing. But, today they put me on the meat line which, is like a kind of hard job because you have to get the right meat and stuff in the wrap and stuff. I go in at 8:00 am to put the stuff we get from the orders up. So, Gary (The Big Boss) came in was all, "Anthony, that a great job on getting everything up in time." Then, I was about to leave when Gary said, "Anthony you did a good job on the line today and a good job with the orders too." Well, I have to go get ready for work now. Bye
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hi [Mar. 29th, 2005|05:35 am]
fro_master
[mood |bouncybouncy]

hello people,
How are you guys doing? I'm fine and guess what? I have a job now!!!!! I work at Wal-mart as an overnight stocker. Yes!!! I have a job now!!!!! I live what I do and I do what I want? LoL Ok, sorry guys but I'm going to bed now. Love you guys and call me sometime. The number is (405) 864-2533.
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Umm....? [Mar. 17th, 2005|03:28 pm]
fro_master
Hello people. Well, that's it talk to you guys later. bye (Hehehehe)
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Ummmm.......? [Mar. 14th, 2005|05:26 am]
fro_master
Hello fellow readers! How are you doing? Ok, so I went to my job thing at Taco Bell on Fri. The guy just wanted me to fill out this Q and A thing. So I filled it out and gave it to him. And he was all, "Ok, I'll look over this and give you a call this week." i hope i get this job. that would be nice hell ya nice lol
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Hi [Mar. 5th, 2005|02:33 am]
fro_master
Um..hello people!!!! How is everybody doing now a days? Oh, man a crazy thing happen the other day!! I signed on to my yahoo personals thing and right there in the little box to the side. I say that it said that I had a messege in my inbox!! Me I had a messege from somebody! So, I opened it and guess what??? It was a girl and she was asking me how my day was and stuff like that. So, I wrote back but, she hasn't been back on in the last few days. So, she hasn't read my messege to her. Well, I'll talk to you guys later bye
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(no subject) [Feb. 22nd, 2005|06:36 am]
fro_master
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |Akon: Mr. Lonely]

Lonely I'm so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno
got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullsh** then one day
she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was feenin,
so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years,
tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad,
cuz ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

Im so lonely (so lonely),
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant believe I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life,
after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side,
what really hurt me is I broke ur heart,
baby you were a good girl and I had no right,
I really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl


been through

out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be,
aint no one in the globe I'd rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Never thought that id be alone, I didn't hope you'd be gone this long,
I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout,
I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely
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